Inspired by a true life story of a man I met on a night he planned to take revenge on the gunmen who murdered his wife and kids in cold blood. The fury in his eyes couldn’t be contained.
There was no stopping him. Someone was going to die that night. I had to put this imagery in words. Titled, “REPRISAL” enjoy my sheer cathartic depiction of that strange night.
I am a sinner
I am exiled
Secluded by reprisal
Demonized by the scorching pain
Pierced by the blade of my ruins
Chased by my reckon whose legs I can’t outrun
My sins have caught up with me
I seek a redemption I can’t envision
More brawl less crawl
I keep my eyes open to keep breathing
I keep my nose open to sniff out the death of me
I keep my fist tightened spurring for a fight
I stared at my heartbeat crushed by the sword
I watched my blood silenced in cold blood
My essence ripped before my bleeding eyes
My soul wrenched beyond salvation
The hurt, deeply wrecking me to my core
The scars, my mirror at dawn and nightmare in the dark
Perhaps I’m undeserving of love
Undeserving of a kiss of fortune
Unworthy of a caress of pleasure
Snared of a taste of happiness
Denied the warmth of closure, however subtle
I close my eyes to this excruciating darkness
I cringe at the sight of my own rage
I crave for vengeance for I’ve been jilted
Strapped, all guns blazing on the fiends deserving of a tinderbox
No holds barred on those who walk on my bleeding tears
I’m deserving of no redemption for I made my pact with death
I stare death in the face and I call her unworthy
Unworthy of my soul for I never had one
Unworthy of my heart for I’ve never felt one
Unworthy of my memory for no one would remember
Blood in my hands, retribution in my veins
I hope the Man in the sky forgives me
Because when it’s all set and done, I’ll be holding the smoking gun to my head… [To Be Continued]
WRITTEN BY DANNY